It's been so long.  I read other people's blogs, but don't update mine.  I guess I don't think people will find what I write interesting.  Not much goes on here and my time is limeted on the computer by my parent.  He thinks I should be outside doing stuff - too hot.

Hope you are all doing well. Talk back if you want.

Here I go.  My friends tell me I should just write about what I am thinking except that I try not to think.  I have been told I overanalyze things to the point that no one seems to want to talk to me about them.  I guess I do over do it a bit.  Things are so boring and slow here! Dad keeps telling me I should get a job to keep busy, but why do I want to work now if I will have to work the rest of my adult life???

Sometimes I wish my mom was around.  I miss her - she died when I was little.  I sort of remember how she sounded.  I sometimes think of how maybe things would be different if she was still here.  Would my dad and I get along better?  Who knows. 

School has been out since May 19.  Not many people live near me.  I am happy I have internet, but wish it wasn't dial up.  Talk about slow, but dad won't splurge for faster service.  He did say I may get a car, but it would be an old one. 

Weather sucks!!  It's cloudy and hot.  I read some other blogs from some girls in Florida - I wonder how sunny and hot it is there?  Wonder what the guys look like there - are they hot?? 

Anyone else live in a small hick town?

TTFN!

Tracie